UNFORGIVEN COUPLE

My marriage is just one year plus and am pregnant for our first issue. My husband cheat on me, I found out months after we got married he even slept with the girl,I threatened to leave he pleaded  after everything I forgive and continued.

It was a distance relationship I had with him and finally joined him months back.My husband is badly addicted to phone chatting with girls he can do that from morning till night without minding if I'm around or not.we hardly make love unless I initiate I have decided to just forget about sex with him because of his attitudes and addiction. It is too bad ,he is in all social network always sex chatting with girls there is nothing I haven't done .I now decided not to even go to his phone again so i can have my peace and deliver safely.Most times he prefers I get angry at him so he can  sit to himself and chat all day.His addiction is killing me we don't play anymore like our dating days .I have talked to him severally yet nothing. sometimes I wonder why I ended up with him cos I had people that were better but I decided to follow my heart.But now it seems he doesn't love me enough. If I go naked or even try to seduce my husband he tells me to let him be that he is tired. Sometimes I just feel I will cheat on him someday  with anitger guy just that am pregnant for now at least to help me ignore him more.There is no kind of love I don't show this man buy I gave up because even while I worshipped him and pampered him when we newly got married I later found out he is cheating even with everything and all the love I'm showing him. He hardly apologize for any wrong which was different during courtship.

During Courtship he used to disturb me for sex if I visit I used to even be the one to tell him no way that I don't Want to get involved now till marriage, now after exposing me to sex this man sometimes stays months without minding my feelings.Am tired of always asking for sex from a man I call my husband. I noticed he got another cellphone he uses outside the home ,confronted him but he denied it ,I kept mute. Until one week end I came across the phone  and I hid it,since then he didn't asked me about it.He just behaved funny for some days but I ignored and have decided he won't see that phone again, I either dispose it or give it out to someone. I don't know what to do to make it work again. Am tired of the man I married .it even worst now that we are all at home,he  chat morning till night not minding me.I brought out game for us to play he told me he was busy out of annoyance I told him it even better be leaves the house that his presence is making me unhappy. Because of this man I just started charting the ways I'm not suppose to.I have prayed no way.Just decided to open different social network now to start my own because I'm tired I don't want to think again .Just new marriage.Please how do I handle this man,he hardly tells me he love me but he says that to his girls when he chats them. although he provides everything needed. I am tired .sorry for the long post I just need a way yo harden my heart more so I can forget about him.